I’m a facilitator and not a person in every space in which I exist
and as soon as you start feeling a freedom of expression,
you just look inwards and keep looking at yourself,
and I am looking for a shift.
Looking for a shift can often cause a low key/ low-fi/high energy panic attack
No darling, it is an attachment not an attack
you just need to press send fuuuuuuuuuucking hell
I’m really walking on the wire this week,
I’m absolutely not crossing the picket line
and I have managed to scrape a pass not a fail
Can you spot the cracks in that pairing?
Those spiders you think are crawling up the walls don’t really exist,
a bit like the dead baby in trainspotting when Ewan McGregor is hallucinating the dead baby,
and trying to get clean,
it makes it no less horrifying than when you were thirteen
and watching that scene smoking your first spliff
and here we go -
cue cold sweat, warm twix and even warmer cider
I know how to travel in style
Laptop on: watch the Craft
another male directorial debut over
and I always seem to be waiting for a dark eyed girl
to help me forget things that I’ve done.
My housemate has just yelled from the next room; DO YOU KNOW HOW TO USE INDESIGN? ANJA KNOWS HOW TO USE INDESIGN. ANJA IS MAKING A ZINE. I WISH I HAD THE TIME TO MAKE A ZINE!
Don’t we all babe.